a villanelle…
I see the clouds coming in, it smells like rain.
Change is in the air and the tide is high.
I look back, my footprints get washed away again.
Beauty turns into ash as fisherman leave their boats
and as sails get caught in the wind, tangled and awry.
I see the clouds coming in and it smells like rain.
I breathe it all in and ice runs down my throat.
It’s all around me, thunder roars and oceans rise.
I look back, and my footprints get washed away again.
The storm is here now, the boats no longer afloat.
They left all they had, left it all to die.
I see the clouds coming in and it smells like rain.
Nowhere to go, my self-pity starts to choke
me and I start to believe in the lies.
I look back, and my footprints get washed away again.
After all my struggle and panic my friend awakes
to comfort me. He speaks and I close my eyes.
I don’t see the clouds coming in but it still smells like rain.
I don’t know if my footprints will get washed away again.
nov.18.09